the difference between yesterday and today is huge, If I had been dead yesterday I wouldn’t have studied and got my car licence,
If I was Dead yesterday there would have been no one proud of what I had achieved.
If I were dead yesterday I wouldn’t have enjoyed the sun that blasted it cosmic rays down to us.
If I were dead yesterday I would’ve missed out saving a lizard from the road.
If I were dead yesterday I wouldn’t have finished my artwork.
If I were dead yesterday I would have missed so much.
If I were dead yesterday I wouldn’t have met nice people on my street.
On the other hand
If I were dead today I wouldn’t have to put up with this crazy amount of pain (TN probably from being upset)
If I were dead today I wouldn’t have been told by the doctor I will have to wait for my licsence.
If I were dead today I would have kept my cool and not launched an attack.
If I were dead today I wouldn’t careless.
If I were dead today I could have all my control back.
But if tomorrow was to come and give me a hand and break down the walls I want to be a part of it for the good times.
I have realized fully that people in positions of power are prone to let you know. Be careful who you disclose information to, I have one doctor that would put handcuffs on me if it were legal and another who lets me have free reign because he knows that’s the way I will recover. I wish you all the best.
– Just a thought –