I woke up this morning grabbed a long neck beer and sat on the porch calling people wishing them a good day. Then It was my turn. I went to relatives house with lots of people there. I was quite freaked to begin with but it eased over an hour. It was coming home that really pushed my anxiety up. I luckily brought some oxazepam with me. I also got given a soft toy for Christmas. That was also very helpful in calming down.
A nice day all round. Ready for the drinks n fun now. It’s 10:24 and I wanna party even if it is by myself.
Peace Merry Christmas or happy Tuesday if that’s your thing,